Antisocial.

I was really excited to come back to App State and I'm glad I'm back. I love being back up here but I feel so anti-social. Last semester I was here, I was out doing something all the time and I was constantly surrounded by friends. This semester, I enjoy being alone and it's weird. I feel like a huge part of me wants to go out and be social but now this small, dominating part wants to stay in. But, by doing that, I feel like I'm missing out on the "college experience" that I'm supposed to be having. When I was home for a semester, my parents constantly got on me because I was always out with someone doing something. Now, I'm usually at my apartment. I guess it's good because it gives me time to work on my school work which is piling on but at the same time, I don't want to miss out on opportunities. I guess I was just so used to being surrounded by my best friends but now, they have their own school work to do and their own friends. I'm not upset with them by any means but I guess it just kinda sucks. I have friends up here and I really like my roommates but my energy to go out is next to nothing.